PRISONGAL©

To be on the edge of breaking down

Who to turn to now?

November 22, 2009

I need you.

Friends aren't there just to be your shopping and movies buddies.
They are the one who keep you mentally grounded when times are tough.

Bye JP. Anyway, thanks Issac, Mustika and Joan for  the past week, coaching me in work. I doubts they will see this cause they don't even know my blog. Lol. Anyway, still want to thanks them. Learnt a lot from them. Tmr off day^^ Time to slack and regain my energy. Hello Bugis (Tue)

It will remain to be regrets.

 

Words Women Use and What They Really Mean:

* Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

* Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.

* Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with “Fine”.

* Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble. * Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”. * Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.

* Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”. * Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

* That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.

* Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”. * Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.

* Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”. (Via)

For the special ones.

November 22, 2009

Gone forever.

November 20, 2009

I deceived myself.

Don't leave me alone.

November 19, 2009

Heavy eye bags!

November 18, 2009

I just came back from SMU for work training from morning til now. No need to elaborate much, just talks, activities and breaks. Something like school events. Oh ya, I saw Zhi Ming at there, so qiao. Didn't know he was studying there, chatted a while and went off. Tmr work again, like becoming a routine already. Work home work home...... I hadn't have a sound and good sleep after many dayS! Don't know why, no matter how tired I was, it is hard to fall asleep. And also had no appetite. Sigh.

I wonder how long can I bear?

November 18, 2009

Knew it, yet throwing myself into deeper trap.

Anyway, went JP work for the past two days.
Overall, work = Okay, funny, slack, boring.
Tmr company event,
I am confused about what to do now,
a lot of thing not done.
Yet I am here using com and texting,
Sigh.

Work life.

November 17, 2009

Friend, I am helpless.

Slut

November 15, 2009

The usual ones only, no one else.
Just stop cheapening yourself!

Went over to geylang for Cousin belated birthday dinner.
Good foods = Fats!
Offically start work tmr.
(Mixed feeling)

Failure

November 14, 2009

Why do I feel so ): after reading? All along, I already knew it.
From the start, I don't want to stir up the unwanted feeling.

Far East - Bugis Street - Bugis Junction - Hawker Centre - Home.

I am such a failure. I can't even recognise Xin Ying, when she was just beside me in the train. I don't even know how to react. I was too stunned to say anything.

Jealousy kills.

November 13, 2009

I chose the dark memories,
I chose to live in the past.
I chose to leave you alone,
I chose to live in the dark.

Over.

November 12, 2009

I just want to live my life without you.
I want to be able to wake up each morning and not wish you would call me.
I want to be able to walk around with a smile,
and pass right by you without a second glance,
without noticing that you never gave me one.

A wasted day.

November 11, 2009

I am still trying to figure out the exact moment I messed my life up.

Trained to Taka (Met S.S.)
Cabbed to Botanic Garden (Scorching hot, ate and slack)
Can't take it, so cabbed to Marina Square (Slack and dinner at Thai Express.)
Bused Home.(The stupid 961 made us wait soooo longgggg! End up took 195 to Tiong and then 63 home)

Hope can start work soon!
Fucking broke. Sigh.

What more I can do?

November 10, 2009

I look around me
But all I seem to see
Its people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It’s like we’re going through the emotions
Of the scripted destiny
Tell me where’s our inspiration
If life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to me

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

Procrastination running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating you’ll wind up left for dead (left for dead)
Life it’s what happens
While you’re busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won’t happen to me

Let’s go…!
Won’t look back
When I say goodbye
We’re gonna leave this world behind me
Gonna take what’s mine tonight
‘cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You’re gonna wake up feeling sorry
‘cause life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to you
Don't ever have the slightest hope when I deleted you from my mind.

Bugis- ICA- Bugis- Home.
Thanks for accompanying and sorry for going off early.

I need you now.

November 09, 2009


你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静 静静
是再也不去理

)':

November 08, 2009

 

Where are you?

/

November 07, 2009


All over again, I will get through.

 


This song kept playing in my head, thanks to my workmates.._.

Last day of school.

November 06, 2009

Nothing else

November 05, 2009

First day.

November 04, 2009

Shag.

Went to work after school. 4-9pm. 5 hours standing.
Omg, my leg is going to break.
Other than that, actually quite slack.
Don't really had much to do.
Sat work again.

Sure flunk eng test!

Slut

November 03, 2009

Flunk physics):

So you think I will let the past go after months? No, never in my life. I already said after the thing, 你不惹我, 我也不会惹你. You forced me to blow up. I am not blind, I can see even I was busy. You asked YiJie to take another one from me and you told hers. I don't think I should give it to you. You are so rich, why must take mine? Why not ask your mum to bring for you? You are so thick skinned. In the first place, I already indirectly told you I never said I am giving you. But you purposely ignored me. You provoked me first. I live with my principle, I rather give to the dog than you. Seriously, many people will think it is just a paper. It is my thing and it is my choice whether I want to give her. Moreover, I hate her to the core so I don't see a need to give to her. I don't care whether you ask your mum down tomorrow. I am not scared of your mum complaining to teachers cause I am not in the wrong. I don't care if you are reading this. My blog is for me to rant my feelings.

Message

November 02, 2009

A guy never knew  what a girl blog was all about him.

Apologies

November 01, 2009

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Happy sweet 16 birthday, Girlfr &Love!  ♥xoxo

First of all, I apologies for not going yesterday. I guess both of you had fun even without me. Nonetheless, wish yours wishes will come true and will like the presents S.S girls bought for both of you. Hope you two will enjoy your celebration with your family.  Although, I know Girlfr is not looking forward for your birthday, but still hope you will enjoy til the last second. Love, you had fulfill your wish^^ (You know what I am talking about.) Oh, forget to say. Finally, all S.S girls are officially qualified for NC16 movies. No more sneaking in. Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE TWINS.

Detest

October 31, 2009

Threaten doesn't work on me.

Troubled.

October 30, 2009


Will I make it?

Some LJ photos I like, taken by Rosabelle.

YAY.

October 29, 2009


I didn't make the wrong choice.
I guess I am clinging on.

LJ sucks, too boring!!!!!
except the movie(:
I feel like going camping
just like the one in P6 and Sec3.

A special one.

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You lost my ability to trust.
AliciaAng.
6thAug.
StMargaret.

My Life @ LJ.


Even if you know my name, doesn't mean you know me well? What you think of, might not be the real me. I had put up walls to guard myself. I used to cry, but now I hold my head up high . It takes only one mistake and I never forgive nor forget it. I trust, fear and love no man. Call me a bitch & I’ll show you one. Love me or hate me, I will still shine.
Unique Visit:

To satisfy my craving.

N level: 8
BuyMe:
Slipper.(M)phosis)
Dickies Monster Print Backpack.
Hinge Wallet.
Leather Vintage Bag
Gladiator heels


BringMeToWatch:
Autopsy.
The Orphan.
Phobia 2
Sorority Row
April Bride
City Of Life And Death
My Sister's Keeper
2012

My voice.





Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

Up to nothing.

My readers.

I don't give a fuck about what others said. You can say whatever you want, but who are you? You have no rights to use your own judgment to judge me. I am still me, no words can kills me.